Have you ever felt that you are still doing the same mistake again and again? Eventhough you've gone through it before,and you survive it,barely. You tend to do that mistakes again. Oh god, please help in finding peace and way to overcome this kind of problems. Today i just going to share with you all with what was happening inside my head for this couple of days. Lately i began thinking very thoroughly about what is going on with my life. Life is not as beautiful as you can imagined. As you get older you will find and understand what i am referring to. For those who are at this stage, well young man, you've may make it through until now. Hahaha.
Lots of things happened and changed. I do have a problem. Which is my past still lingers and bothering me day by day. Until one time it can really turned my day around in an instant. From an energetic person to a person that even i do not know who am i. Maybe i do have a split personality. Well that is not the main point that i want to share. What i want to talk about is about how a person's past can affect future life. For an example, during his kids day, he has gone a lot of hardship in life. Eventually he becomes someone which is succesfull in his life. This shows that life can teach you to become strong and sadly it can also teach you to be weak. Well my friend, fortunately it is an option. It was your choice whether you want to be successfull or to be a good for nothing person.
I want to share about my life. In my life there was a part where i do feel soo low and disgust about myself. I do told myself that what am i doing with my life. We all do feel motivated when someone or something encouraged you to do an extra effort about your life. But what if that the thing that keeps you going was suddenly taken away from you. You knew that the things that you have been holding on all this while was something that is worth sacrificing for. Until you yourself felt that it is worthy of your life. We all knew what is the thing that is worth sacrificing your life with. Well, you guess it right.
This unfortunate event actually leaved a deep mark in you. A mark that you will never forget. To make it worst it also leave you with trauma. You maybe wont forgive yourself or even other for the things that they have done. I know this is hard for you. But surely every cloud has a silver lining. There surely be a way out from this. I've read many quote that motivated me through this while. It takes a lot more to overcome this. Honestly until now, if you are reading this until now, you are actually a strong person. Both in mind and in heart. Courage and determination is what define you. I respect you. You deserve something for reaching up until this point. Maybe your surrounding are not encouraging you enough, or even they does not even notice of what you have gone through. Trust me there are people out there who surely seeking for help right now.
Be patience, good things will sure come to those who suffer more. Having someone to be there for you is priceless. This happened to me this day, as i was listening my music from my playlist, my favourite song played, and you know what,haha, without knowing i see a smile on my face. *tears run down*. I do really appreaciate that moment. Small things may give a huge impact on a person. To other person it maybe just a small thing, but to someone who has a sensitive heart it may changed his all day.
My advice is that you should start your day with a smile. Smile to anyone that you make eye contact with. If the person did not reply back with a smile, don't get it in your head thinking all the negative thought that you can make up with. Just smile back to the next person that you met with. Life is to short to think about what is going on with a stranger's mind. Live your life to the fullest. Come on man, do what you love, think all the positive thought, let all the good vibe flows into you. Well then, i think i'll stop here for now. Surely keep noticing my blog for the next article that i want share with. My final word is that take all the good things from my article, and throw away all the bad things that you find in my article. Stay awesome guys. Let be peace in you.
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